being undone 

When the busy and crazy life is busy and crazy, for example, physical therapy school, sometimes it’s nice to have at least some things in order. Like, at least my bed is made and my sheets are clean and I made chicken for dinner. Or when the to-do list looms, it feels wonderful to cross things off. So that is what I do, and I become super into time-management, and I allocate every moment of time to doing something, anything productive. This helps me not stress out because I feel prepared. It sounds fine, until I think I care a little too much about order and productivity. Take away order or change my plan and the way my brain feels– not good. Last week I dropped my phone and cracked the glass, wasn’t planning on that. 

Working on resting among busyness, choosing Jesus over my to-do list. Praying for a transformation of my thoughts on how I view order and productivity. It goes back to godly rest, when our pastor told us our work is never done, so rest among the work. I’m also praying for baby steps of being undone. 

Look- I didn’t make my bed and I spilled blueberries. Undone is still okay! 

Not that not making my bed changes my mindset, but it’s a tiny release of order so I’ll take it. God wants us to find Him among the undone, among the busy, among the blah (as in not only in the control and order)! 
Scripture to medicate on before and among undone work–

Hebrews 4

A Sabbath-Rest for the People of God
4 Therefore, since the promise of entering his rest still stands, let us be careful that none of you be found to have fallen short of it. 2 For we also have had the good news proclaimed to us, just as they did; but the message they heard was of no value to them, because they did not share the faith of those who obeyed.[a] 3 Now we who have believed enter that rest, just as God has said,

“So I declared on oath in my anger,

    ‘They shall never enter my rest.’”[b]

And yet his works have been finished since the creation of the world. 4 For somewhere he has spoken about the seventh day in these words: “On the seventh day God rested from all his works.”[c] 5 And again in the passage above he says, “They shall never enter my rest.”

6 Therefore since it still remains for some to enter that rest, and since those who formerly had the good news proclaimed to them did not go in because of their disobedience, 7 God again set a certain day, calling it “Today.” This he did when a long time later he spoke through David, as in the passage already quoted:

“Today, if you hear his voice,

    do not harden your hearts.”[d]

8 For if Joshua had given them rest, God would not have spoken later about another day. 9 There remains, then, a Sabbath-rest for the people of God; 10 for anyone who enters God’s rest also rests from their works,[e] just as God did from his. 11 Let us, therefore, make every effort to enter that rest, so that no one will perish by following their example of disobedience.

12 For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart. 13 Nothing in all creation is hidden from God’s sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give account.

Jesus the Great High Priest

14 Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has ascended into heaven,[f] Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. 15 For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin. 16 Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.



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